What do I want???What am I seeking????
I don’t know... It’s usually my answer...at
times the only answer I have to everything....”I don’t know”
Often what I thought I know had been different
from what I know. I thought I never knew what I want, but then I guess I know...
I want to find liberation. Somewhere, deep down
inside I feel gripped. I feel I am not free. I feel I am weighed down and I am
not doing what I really want to do. Sometimes I feel there is more to me and I
will never know myself because my soul is trapped. I don’t know what the trap
is but I feel it when I avoid encountering what I should do.
I feel it when I don’t stand out for myself...
I feel it when I allow myself to be blamed for things I did not mess up... I
feel it most when I am convinced that I am not worthy of greatness...
I cannot bear to live in this trap....I want to break free!
